Fast Friends

i suffer greatly
my friends

seeking a real connection
where there is scarcely any

i approach someone to be friends
in the guise of a game

in the guise of a performance
for fun

as something im not
for fucking fun

this is me
this is my way of living life

art but more of a i am bored
having a laugh with a theological gesture

not just for fun
but as a philosophical gesture

kind of what everyone is missing in their lives
to just have fun

having fun is not with toys
not with toys r us

because we do grow up
we do grow old

we do fall into place
live does fall into place doesnt it

nice and neat just how you figured
unless

unless this is what you signed up for
you are getting a raw deal

no fault of your own
literally seeing the 1% play in front of your nose

at the very tip of your nose
and at the nearer ends of your nose

your brain is getting fucking played
sound rewards

literal sound as reward
a dog hears a chime